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Wow! Sep 21, 2017

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    Wow! This practice of looking at emotions is kicking my ass! Seriously, there is so much stuffed down and disregarded - not allowed - from my whole life! The pain is debilitating (I have not been able to work since March 2016) and I entirely believe it is psycho-emotional. It feels awful - embarrassing, shameful, weak - to speak the truth that my unexpressed emotions are causing my dysfunctional lifestyle. This line of belief leads to awful despair and separation. For 42 years I was able to play the part - to swallow my soul and spirit - to be "effective" at "fitting in" on that accomplishment-based stage. Now it makes me sick - unable to function by forcing myself into that box.
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  • My Story

    Gender:
    Female
    Wow! This practice of looking at emotions is kicking my ass! Seriously, there is so much stuffed down and disregarded - not allowed - from my whole life! The pain is debilitating (I have not been able to work since March 2016) and I entirely believe it is psycho-emotional. It feels awful - embarrassing, shameful, weak - to speak the truth that my unexpressed emotions are causing my dysfunctional lifestyle. This line of belief leads to awful despair and separation. For 42 years I was able to play the part - to swallow my soul and spirit - to be "effective" at "fitting in" on that accomplishment-based stage. Now it makes me sick - unable to function by forcing myself into that box.