Proctalgia or levator ani

Hey guys. Have been good and not been on here for a while. I'm still having this constant rectal pressure. I don't think it's as bad as it was. I'm doing my best to stay off Google. I'm interested to hear what you guys think of me doing my own internal massages. I do things like sit on a tennis ball and sit on a heating pad which help alot. I also do lots of stretches. I know this is against the protocol but I don't believe I have any deep hidden emotions. My problems are basically having the pain and not been able to forget it. But surely if I can give myself some relief from the tension it's only a bonus.

 

Is it rectal pressure only?? Or do you have other symptoms in your pelvic/groin area?
Someone I know got some relief by having a multitude of large hemorrhoids removed. He still suffers from other problems in the area though. In my mind it is 100% TMS because I know his history and the trauma's he went through.

 

Yes just rectal or anal pressure. But it goes away when im asleep or drunk or just plain happy haha

 

Yesterday convinced myself I had an internal rectal prolapse lol

 

Alfaman, I'm sure your alimentary canal has been explored more then the moon by many specialists. Modern medicine is really good at finding structural disease--even when the benign anomalies they come up with for evidence is actually TMS/psychosomatic dis-ease. If a doc told me I was fine and nothing to worry about, I would be dancing in the street, not looking for another doc to prove him wrong. Why don't you trust your dox when they can't find anything wrong? The way this TMS stuff works is, even if your pain-in-the-ass disappeared, unless you accept the Good Doctor's theory, and look at the emotions causing the symptoms, you just become a victim of SYMPTOM SUBSTITUTION, and your sub-c gremlin will find you another pain to mine for distraction purposes. This post is more rhetorical since I think you are getting it!