Illini

Hello! I was on the Wiki years ago and I am back. I need help! I've been battling TMS for 7 years now with minimal improvement. Numb legs and feet on and off again IBS and anxiety with some depression. I recently started an anti depressant.

I have read many of the books, and even had a consult with Dr. Schubiner four years ago who said he was "100 percent" sure I had TMS. My tests are mostly fine other than a recent bulging disc which is new.

I simply cannot break thru and I am so tired of this. I've worked with TMS counselors ( some on this page) and journaled. I admit, I've never finished any kind of program ( Dr. Schubiner's. the SEP) But I am going to try to now.

I am lucky that I am not house or bed bound, I can live my life though it's not always easy. I golfed this week, and have traveled even to Europe twice with this condition. I socialize etc.but the tingling and numbness never leaves. Lately it's been spreading to my buttocks - the first change in years. I am seeing a somatic therapist well versed in Sarno and yes, my stomach has improved but the leg remains. She believes I have PTSD from my special needs child. I am on the verge of going down the medical rabbit hole again. I've given this years. I suspect my issue is doubt way down deep. I have many friends who have gone the medical route with conditions and all are fine now. ( surgery) That is not an option for me. Any advice on a new plan of attack?

I appreciate any thoughts. I am lost.