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Diana-M

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I keep having these super vivid dreams of walking. I also had one of driving. I hope this is a good sign. Apr 2, 2025 at 12:22 PM

  • My Story

    I have been fighting TMS all my life. In the past, my symptoms would go away over time if I ignored them. After I learned about Dr. Sarno in 2017, I had one book healing, and then my TMS returned with a vengeance. During the pandemic, I became extremely anxious as most people did. I hovered over the news incessantly, which didn’t help me at all. I also had about five or six personal and family issues going on that were extremely difficult for me and an abusive childhood. Thus, my symptoms exploded —and took over pretty much my whole body. I’m not diagnosed, but I have all the symptoms of complex regional pain syndrome. I’ve had so many strange sensations related to anxiety and adrenaline, I can’t even list them all here. But believe me, adrenaline can cause total havoc in your body.

    In the past year of being on this forum, I can’t even name all the things I have learned. Incredibly valuable and important things! I wouldn’t want go back to who I was before or the life I had before. And that is saying a lot because I’m still in pain and debilitated. However, I have full confidence that if I don’t give up, I will overcome this TMS.

    Here’s more of my story if you’re interested: https://www.tmswiki.org/forum/threads/my-story-i-know-it%E2%80%99s-tms.28068/ (Day 1 - My story- I know it’s TMS)
    1. Diana-M
      Diana-M
      The abusive or neglectful way we treat ourselves…can lead to the development of symptoms–Alan Gordon
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      Diana-M
      If you work toward honing a stance of empowerment and not buying in to the fear, the dominos will start to fall. Alan Gordon
    3. HealingMe
      HealingMe
      Great picture Diana! I love your sunglasses.
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      Diana-M
      “Thinking” your way out never works. Actively engaging in the work does. @Cactusflower
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      Diana-M
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      Diana-M
      It takes time for a body to establish acceptance as a mood and for this eventually to bring peace. Claire Weekes
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      Diana-M
      Nobody can bring you peace but yourself. -Ralph Waldo Emerson
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      2. Clover
        Clover
        Love Emerson! :)
        Dec 5, 2024
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      Diana-M
      I am here to say you can get over this. It is your choice (yes, it is a choice) to stay stuck where you are. @Cactusflower
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      Diana-M
      A bad symptom day is meaningless. It's just life, and you can choose to believe that tomorrow will be a better day. @JanAtheCPA
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      2. HealingMe
        HealingMe
        <3 always
        Dec 2, 2024
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      Diana-M
      There is a level of being totally and brutally honest and vulnerable with yourself that it takes to heal. @Cactusflower
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      Diana-M
      After you get your adrenaline to turn off, it still takes awhile for your body to unwind, says Dr. Claire Weekes. So be patient :)
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      Diana-M
      Never underestimate the power of one breath. Mental fitness and joy on demand both start here, with one breath. Chade-Meng Tan
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      Diana-M
      “When you start loving yourself for everything you are, rather than everything you are not, you will heal.” @IndiMarshall
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      2. HealingMe
        HealingMe
        Both yours and BloodMoon's posts are hitting me right in FEELS today! Love it!
        Nov 27, 2024
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      Diana-M
      Stay determined to get the things done you need to in order to feel like a productive adult. @Hillbilly
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      Diana-M
      Something has shifted! Can’t put my finger on it. I’m happy to be alive again. I don’t feel doomed. That changes everything!
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      Diana-M
      We create our own realities. Every thought we have releases neurotransmitters and affects our bodies. @Dorado
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      Diana-M
      Today I cleaned my pantry out. It was very satisfying! Symptoms punishing me right now.
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      Diana-M
      You have to stand up to your fearful primitive brain with strength and self-compassion. @JanAtheCPA
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      Diana-M
      Starting to feel a much calmer baseline. It feels great! I work on curating my thoughts all day long. “I am safe.”
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      Diana-M
      Went to the farmers market. Walked far in my walker. Went into the market and faced being around people. They didn’t even notice me! :)
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  • My Story

    Gender:
    Female
    I have been fighting TMS all my life. In the past, my symptoms would go away over time if I ignored them. After I learned about Dr. Sarno in 2017, I had one book healing, and then my TMS returned with a vengeance. During the pandemic, I became extremely anxious as most people did. I hovered over the news incessantly, which didn’t help me at all. I also had about five or six personal and family issues going on that were extremely difficult for me and an abusive childhood. Thus, my symptoms exploded —and took over pretty much my whole body. I’m not diagnosed, but I have all the symptoms of complex regional pain syndrome. I’ve had so many strange sensations related to anxiety and adrenaline, I can’t even list them all here. But believe me, adrenaline can cause total havoc in your body.

    In the past year of being on this forum, I can’t even name all the things I have learned. Incredibly valuable and important things! I wouldn’t want go back to who I was before or the life I had before. And that is saying a lot because I’m still in pain and debilitated. However, I have full confidence that if I don’t give up, I will overcome this TMS.

    Here’s more of my story if you’re interested: https://www.tmswiki.org/forum/threads/my-story-i-know-it%E2%80%99s-tms.28068/ (Day 1 - My story- I know it’s TMS)
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