Day 1

My TMS journey began a few months after a miscarriage last December. My body totally freaked out and began creating all kinds of seemingly unrelated symptoms.

I went from low abdominal pain (which made sense), to upper right abdominal pain (which led to ultrasounds, fear about gallbladder). All came back clear. I was weak, tired, unmotivated despite being mid thirties.

I then developed eating issues, stomach pain, a stomach ulcer (maybe?). I quit gluten, dairy, just about anything I liked eating haha. I lost twenty five pounds.

Things continued and I kept fighting to solve them. Physical therapy kinda helped my hip/abdominal pain, chiropractic kinda helped my rib/abdominal pain. I worked with a therapist, functional medicine doctor, and regular doctors to tackle each symptom as it came. I’ve tried yoga and relaxation. One symptom would clear and another would crop up within no time. Oh one bad one was TMJ. It was so painful and I got evaluated by a dentist who wanted $20,000 to fix it. Thankfully we’ve moved on from that symptom before I dropped that kind of money!!!

Now I am really delving in the work of somatic tracking and TMS related therapies. Well my body is NOT A FAN and I got heart palpitations, chest pain, and panic. A healthy mid thirties female and I’m running to the doctor in fear of a heart attack. I got a clear EKG but referred to a cardiologist and I just really am so done with all this. We are still checking on all that but my prediction is its TMS in full force.

Really hoping and praying this work takes me the home stretch to break free. I’m currently free of my pains I have batted all year. We just need to get the heart settled too. Advice and encouragement is appreciated!