Day 20

The question to ponder asked what would you change about your life and the one thing I would change is to not be a stay at home mom. It makes me feel like all the college I went thesis useless and I’m not making any money and contributing to the financials. So.. I did try working and taking contracts in between running my kids around and I ended up making myself so crazy and anxious everyday to just get my work done, house stuff done, kids where they need to be, etc.. Needless to say I’ve stopped taking work contracts for now because I can’t seem to find the happy median. Any advice or others feeling this way?