Day 29

Dear anxiety,

You make me feel scared to go out into the world and scared to talk to people or do anything. It's funny because I have proven to myself many, many times that I am perfectly capable of acting like a normal, carefree human being. I think a lot of people like me generally and think I am fun. But I still don't want to do anything most of the time because I am scared of interacting with people a lot. Not sure if this relates to my RSI but I do think it has dampened my life by quite a bit.

Dear person who wronged me,

You make me feel much less than what I truly am. You make me feel stupid, even though I was accepted into a masters program. You remind me of my dad. I don't feel respected by you. The worst part is I live with you for some reason. I don't think I want to be friends anymore. You are the only friend who gives me drama, and I'm tired of it. Maybe it's time to move on from this friendship. I feel bad because you will be lonely, but its what I need.