Do i have TMS

Hey everybody, i am new to this group, i am 36 years old and live in the Netherlands, my symptoms started 2 years ago after being in a toxic relationship, Muscle pain, tension and weakness, numbness is some body parts. Anxiety and more symptoms. A therapist found Epstein Barr Virus. My symptoms scare me a lot. I am afraid that i am different from the people that recover or have something more terrible then other people that recover thinking about the worst case scenario. Is this something that other people are experiencing in this group.
I would love to hear about people that changed this mindset and anybody that has some advice how to deal with this and move forward would be really welcome.