Recurrence symptom imperative with strange symptoms

I recovered from years of back pain in 2018 with the help of a tms coach. About a year and a half ago I started having weird side aches in my right side. This sensation showed up shortly after I had read that people get right side pain from alcoholism. I drink light beer regularly and It scared me. I tried the tms approach but with no success. I simply couldn't shake the feat I damaged my liver. Eventually blood tests and a CT scan showed no liver damage, but found a hiatal hernia. I don't know what a hiatal hernia is supposed to feel like, but my symptoms shifted to my sternum. So now I'm thinking symptom imperative, but the fear is almost overwhelming. During this time I had a shift in my career and both my parents passed. Then about a month ago both my hands went numb. I can use them but it's a very scary feeling. I'm a hairstylist and a musician so I need my hands. I've also had the pain/pressure in my torso moving all over the place. I'm terrified and keep having morbid thoughts about very serious illnesses that I also believe are mindbody such as ALS, neuropathy, cancer and the like. I know that fear is the fuel that perpetuates symptoms, but in truly scared. I guess I'm just looking for support and validation. Thank you