Day 1 TMS

Hi all, trying to journal first day assignment.
English is not my first language, so it might be hard to follow.
But im going to give it a try.

TMS for me is hope, the first explanation i have come across in allmost 4 years with coccydynia, that makes sense.
BUT that is not realy my first day, since i have been reading books (only couple that were translated to my language), reading the antire pain recovery program on this site, and trying to implement it, I'm allso using Curable app for over a month. And im not healed yet.
So i have to hounstlay say that i have some doubt creeping in...
I thought that i will see a significant improvement by now.

Even though there is no medical explanation to my pain.
And i have done all that is possible to do medically in my country.
All doctors and other professionals says that there is nothing erong woth my body BUT the problems might be that coccydynia by defination is a condition that can be medically diagnosed with not visable problem.
So even though the doctors says that "nothing is wrong with your body" they also say "you have this condition called coccydynia and that is a known medical provlem that probably will.never go away"..
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