@eskimoeskimo I guess the only question remaining is whether you are being honest with yourself? And I mean that kindly and from a place of solidarity. I haven't experienced the healing I hoped for when I discovered this forum and Sarno's work. But I have many complicating factors, one of which is an impatient personality. I can't tell you the amount of times the words "I've tried everything" have come out of my mouth. The truth is I haven't given anything a proper chance, ever. I haven't had the faith or commitment required. I may not even have it now, but I can sure as hell keep trying. I suppose that's a question only you can answer for yourself. And regarding moving on from treatment if the TMS "therapy" hasn't worked... perhaps that's a good idea. Where would you go from here at this point out of interest? Is there a medical avenue you haven't explored?