Day 4 What was the most disheartening thing a doctor has told you about your symptoms?

In my third year of high school, I went to see a doctor at a large university hospital to hear the results of my examination(mri). I went with my mother, my guardian. The doctor looked at the condition of my cerebrovascular system and said that I am very healthy and that I have no choice. I actually had a lot of high expectations. Severe symptoms were also 5 to 6 years old at the time. However, when the doctor saw my condition, he only talked about my study with my mother, who came with me, and said that there was no problem, so I just went. If I did something, I would do something, but the doctor just sent me home, saying that I don't know what to do. Since then, I didn't know what to do. Two years later, I went to another university hospital and met a doctor, but he said I had no problem, and I started to hate doctor there. Sometimes when my symptoms get worse, I think they're taking a test with me. It turns out that I don't die, but you're planting a virus that shows tms symptoms on me and doing it like a Truman show? I also thought, "Isn't it true?" That's why I'm not going to neurosurgery anymore. I don't want to be told to go back home anymore. Expectations that he will fix me are a waste of expectations.