heleng

I had a difficult childhood, I grew up and was a very anxious young woman. I suffered abuse as a child which i never spoke of until I was 45 and in a lot of pain from a list of unusual symptoms. Most of these went away when I finally went into therapy. I have achieved quite a lot in my life but I am still full of fear and often I worry about everything. I want to break out and be adventurous but the aches and pains and IBS and insomnia keep me stuck in a horrible cycle of fear and pain. I am in the process of accepting the pain is not an illness as its so odd and moves around and comes and goes. I really want to get better and have more of the life I want. I am looking for people who understand this and can offer me support and advice.