Clicking

Hi Folks,

I am doing pretty well. I am reading, journaling, visualizing and I know I need to be more patient about further healing strides. I want to increase my activity level but feel I need to let go of more of this extreme tightness, and slowly develop the confidence towards being more physical. I have hurt myself trying to go to fast. Also, sometimes life demands physical action, like opening really heavy doors!

Over the years my back has clicked “in and out” at times because of very tight TMS muscles as well as triggers. When I feel it is “out” sometimes I can click it back in from rolling on the floor. This is a habit/ coping skill that I developed from dealing with pain for so long. Instead of trying to physically get relief from the discomfort should I practice doing this with my brain and commands. If so, this is a difficult transition to make. Is there anyone out there who has experience or advice concerning this issue?

Livvy ~

 

I'm not sure if this is what you're talking about but I sometimes have clicking sounds too...I was told it's harmless and doesn't mean anything is out of alignment.

 

Veronica,

Thanks for your reply! For me the clicking and sound is usually a reaction to a trigger from lifting something too heavy. Or, if I am on a crowded street and someone bumps into me, it makes me feel like I am out of alignment and then causes pain

 

I know exactly what you mean. When I happen to bump into a piece of furniture I too feel I have been thrown out of alignment and experience a sharp, sudden pain. But the pain doesn't last for more than a second. I have observed that when I do this I tense up. I suspect it's the tensing up that causes the pain. I now make an effort to just relax for a few seconds and tell myself I am not hurt, damaged or broken.

 

yb44, Yeah that sounds like what I go through. And the tensing does cause the pain like the learned behavior response thing.

This is a good strategy that works for me sometimes, I will continue to work at it!

 

I do think that by using something physical the message to the brain is that something physical needs fixing rather than accepting it as TMS. Just because we feel pain in a spot does not mean we have actually done something to our body. Conditioning can cause us to think we have an injury or something is suddenly out of alignment, and keep our mind occupied that way. It takes time to undo this type of thinking.

A few weeks ago my nephew unexpectedly jumped into me in a pool and I was jerked back a bit and immediately felt a twinge of pain--in the exact same spot I had tms pain years and years ago, and where I have had no pain for years since then. "Ow" I thought. But even though it hurt on and off for a few days, I realized he could not have harmed me and my back was fine. I have felt nothing in that spot since talking to myself in a loving way.

The healing hinderance occurs when we think (or believe--even stronger than think) that an activity will cause an adverse effect. My brother used to say "if I move furniture around, my knee (where he had (possibly unnecessary) surgery in the 80s) will hurt." So last time he said this I said something like "well it most certainly will if that's what you believe. Moving furniture [or whatever he was doing] does not hurt your knee!" My family went through my being bedridden with TMS pain to back to life, so occasionally they listen to me.

Please note that Dr. Sarno says it is anatomically impossible to "throw the back out" as it is the strongest set of bones in the body.

Hugs,
Lori

 

I notice that if I hear a "click" in my left lower lumbar region when I put my pants on in the morning, I will have more pain down there throughout the rest of the day. Seems as though the click I hear functions as a psychological "trigger" for TMS pain. Sounds like a conditioned, programmed reaction to me. Luckily, as my muscles tighten up as my TMS subsides, the clicking seems to be going away. I also don't "notice" the clicking so much anymore. I must be forgetting the syndrome.

 

Thank you for your responses! I have so much reading, reprogramming, and writing to do. I really appreciate your support and this Wiki is so packed with excellent information. I am set and there is no turning back, I have a one way ticket to healing my bodymind. Cheers to a new challenge and that I have the power to heal myself!!!
Thank you + ♡.

 

Thanks Jan, I just had a little conversation with SteveO on the Forum about clicking:

http://www.tmshelp.com/forum/topic.asp?TOPIC_ID=7541

I am working on harnessing my inner warrior to face the TMS challenge. I have opened some heavy doors today and I am making myself step off the curb instead of relying on the wheelchair ramp as I walk. I have some pain today but I am making an attempt to do some things that I am fearful of doing. Journaling is going well I am working on my lists of past and present experiences. Now I know why I was resistant to journal writing because there are some cans of worms to reckon with! The day after I journal I get a journaling hangover and feel kind of "Blah". It is a very emotional and draining experience to go over various aspects of my childhood and my feelings regarding those events. However, I continue to press on through this miserable and refreshing task. The end result will be wonderful. I love the idea of feeling really self-empowered from curing my own mindbody stuff

 

"Now I know why I was resistant to journal writing because there are some cans of worms to reckon with! The day after I journal I get a journaling hangover and feel kind of 'Blah'. It is a very emotional and draining experience to go over various aspects of my childhood and my feelings regarding those events. However, I continue to press on through this miserable and refreshing task."

Livy: I wondered whether anyone else had that "Blah" hangover reaction after journaling? Those dialogues with my dead relatives in Howard Schubiner's Unlearn Your Pain workbook have been leaving me with a kind of emotional dullness the next day too. Thrashing things out with your dead relatives is just not a very fun thing to do in your spare time. But as you suggest, it does have long-term rewards because that seems to be a way of processing repressed emotions in your conscious mind. Luckily I only have a couple more of those dialogues to do in the Schubiner workbook. Good luck to you: Press on!

 

My non-professional diagnosis is that because TMS cuts down on oxygen to the area where the clicking occurs, the supporting muscle tissue is not as strong as it should be. Therefore, the joints have a tendency to "click". I do notice that as my TMS subsides, so does the "clicking" in my left lower lumbar region, which suggests to me that my autonomic nervous system is beginning to send more oxygen to that area. With less clicking and probably better circulation, my left leg seems much stronger too. Of course, the "click" or "pop" must also have a psychological meaning too because it seems to confirm the structural diagnosis; therefore, it also has a symbolic importance for your psyche which is searching around desperately for confirmation of structural problems such as disk degeneration. This is odd too because X-rays of my lower spine show that it is rock solid! Some arthritis in the hips, but it doesn't hurt there!

 

Livvy. Yes, we all have unpleasant memories to face and while that part does, well, suck, I know I want to be free of past emotional trash so ONWARD I go!

RE: Journaling, I've learned that after you feel those feelings from the past memories, it is important to find one good statement to close the session. In another program I did it was called finding the earned reward after feeling the essential pain. I remember when I was processing that my kindergarten teacher yelled at me, and it was frightening. So I'm stuck in feeling the pain of this past event, and asking myself on earth could be something good to take from this awful experience. The teacher I was working with said to me "how about I am ready to heal this hurt!" and that was so perfect. It felt right. So when I have processed things and feel stuck and can't think of anything good, I am ready to heal this pain/hurt/event, etc. works great for me. I have found it best to end ALL journaling in a similar fashion. It can sometimes be tough!

Hugs,

Lori

 

Hi TMS friends,

SOOOOOO glad I literally stumbled upon this thread (I was looking for Dr. P. Zafirides' post about how thoughts can control emotions, or whatnot). But one of my BIGGEST TMS hurdles is the clicking/snapping/popping I hear in many, many joints (almost 100% of the time painless, although some are slightly "uncomfortable") that has been BRAND NEW since TMS started. I'm talking I NEVER clicked or popped before.

And I love MorComm's "technical" explanation for it.

*Bear dancing happily*

 

Hi Livvy:

Haven't had clicking in my back, but I like what others have said here. I know whatever signals my body is throwing at me right now are all TMS. So I'm reminding myself and moving on.

Personally, at the moment, I have no time to journal. But I take many moments out of the day for little breaks. I breathe. I visually slow myself down and things get back to "normal". Maybe this is a tool you might consider. We don't always have the time to sit and journal or write. But we always can find a few moments in the day, to close our eyes and simply breathe. My therapist has practically begged me to do this over the years. But it;s only recently I've practiced and received the benefits from moments of peace. Even with mayhem around me.

Hope this helps in a some way for you

BG

 

I wanted to bump this thread up to see what other's think of it.