CRPS and Central Sensitization

It took me a while but I came to the conclusion that my symptoms are TMS. I have read Sarno, Gordon and Schubiner and have been putting things into practice for the last three months.

To keep things brief, I grew up in an abusive home. I have also been a firefighter for the last 13 years. I have been diagnosed with C-PTSD as a result. Over the last five years I’ve noticed fatigue, brain fog and random pains that I attributed to getting older and doing Jiu Jitsu. Last year, I had a high ankle sprain and after four month of PT I opted for surgery to do a tightrope fixation and tendon repair.

Post surgery, my nervous system completely shut down. I had autonomic issues, vision problems, tachycardia and I developed CRPS in my non-surgical ankle.

Since March, I’ve been on Gabapentin, Cymbalta and LDN. I have also done CBT, EMDR and daily meditation as well as weekly journaling.

I went from having severe burning pain in my ankle with noticeable color and temp changes as well as perceived weakness to now being able to run 2.5 miles, do 10 rounds of Jiu Jitsu and lift consistently through graded movement.

I am still suffering from allodynia in my left leg but I don’t have any nervous system crashes anymore.

Is there anything else I should consider? I have read sensory issues take the longest to heal. In your experience how long has it taken for allodynia to fade? I would really like to wear shoes or jeans for a whole day. I also notice that when I’m doing things I enjoy I have no symptoms but I flare like a mother at work (I’m leaving my job next month to get out of the stressful career field).

 

Congratulations on your success so far! Recovery from CRPS is a long road, but you need to stay the course. It took me 2 years to recover. My worst symptom was not allodynia but dystonia, but it really does not matter which one sticks around the longest. You should check out this website defeatcrps.com. You can also check out my profile and my success story.

 

I have actually visited the site. And some of your posts and many others on this page. They are what have given me hope that it’s reversible. I stay off of conventional websites for this reason. That’s also why I run, lift and do Jiu Jitsu. I know my body can tolerate it even if I have discomfort.

 

If you want it, right now Kindle edition of my book is free on Amazon https://www.amazon.com/Defying-Verdict-Defeated-Chronic-Pain-ebook/dp/B0834Q46SM/

 

I’ve read it your book is what got me into meditating.

 

Also, to get to the full recovery, you will eventually need to get off the meds. But that will be your next step. Meditation, journaling and running are all excellent. Make sure each of your meditation sessions lasts at least 45-60 minutes.

 

Then be patient and stay the course. Being a firefighter is very tough on the nervous system, it makes it harder to recover.

 

Do nothing but give it time. This is absolutely just nervous system "junk" and pushing or pressuring this kind of sensitization just perpetuates it. You may also find that for times, you can wear clothing you'd like or closer to what you'd prefer and then need to back off of it for awhile if you have a flair up. Don't get discouraged.
I have this problem with bras - I am now able to wear them at times and sometimes even for days in a row, then I simply can not tolerate them for awhile. I could not wear jeans or any type of non-yoga type clothing for years. I can now wear items that have minimal stretch but are not confining. Some if it's what I've gotten used to comfort wise and some of it becomes a trigger for more symptom sensations. I've learned to just go with the flow. What shows up that day is where I am at. The key for me has to be able to behave and react in a very everyday fashion - nothing special here. Get rid of any of the fixing, frustration, embarrassment etc. - all the little self-judgements as well as judgements towards the sensations as eg. unpleasant, unwanted etc. You'll get there, you've come so far already.

 

Thank you so much for the encouragement and practical advice. I’m sure in time I’ll get more accustomed to things.

I think that’s what I’m struggling most with at times is just not being frustrated. I think it’s partially because this has been a huge wake up call for me but also because it can seem so trivial at times that I can’t wear certain things. I’ve actually had some clothing sensitivity for years I just didn’t realize what it was and it wasn’t this severe.

I’ll definitely continue working on it. Thank you so much.

 

Thank you. I totally agree. That’s why I’m leaving the career field. It’s wreaked havoc on my nervous system. When I’m not at work I feel great. When I’m there I’m right back into fight or flight and it’s like taking a step back.

Thank you for comments and your book. It’s been super helpful. It’s scary when you can’t get an answer from conventional docs on what’s happening with you. I’m glad to have found this site.

 

Feel free to reach out as you need it, and best of luck to you! I would LOVE to be able to post your success story on our website, I know you will get there for sure.