Depression and anxiety symptoms are continuing to get much worse. Now I have unbearable obsessive compulsive thoughts that I have to live with everyday, dissociation, and just the total inability to enjoy anything. I know it’s all TMS but that doesn’t stop me from completely freaking out over it. At this point it’s so bad I don’t have the ability to deal with it on my own like I use to. The pain recovery program, Dr. Schubiner’s Unlearn Your Anxiety and Depression, Claire Weekes’ Help for your Nerves….all those resources that use to help me are now completely useless to helping me. It’s simply too advanced at this point that I can’t get it under control. I’ve never been in such a low place in my life. Doctors can’t seem to help me and my family has cut me off. So I really don’t see any hope left. I’m now at the point where I am constantly thinking of taking my life just to end all the pain. I don’t know how much longer I can deal with this. I have no idea what to do anymore.