Recent content by Jccfergie

I completely believe that, and yet have no idea how to ever get there, and begin to fear my own capacity to completely give up. All of this conjecture and uncertainty is only driving the obsession deeper and deeper. Yesterday, after the 5th time I meditated, I started to get just a tiny touch of...

Solidarity, friend. I just posted for the first time, explaining my situation, but I can relate so much to this. I’m also 5’10”, and I’m an 85k Olympic lifter (sounds like you’re an 85 as well? Maybe 94 sometimes?) same shit. Almost non-functional, feel like I’m losinh, but able to force 400lb...

Hu all, I posted this in the “general” forum 2 days ago, and didn’t receive much reply. I gather this is actually the place for this kind of post, not there, though I do want to say thank you to Kalo for a thoughtful and kind reply. This is my first post on this forum. I first discovered the...

This is my first post on this forum. I first discovered the concept of TMS years back, while living in Russia, at about age 25. I had already dealt with about 7 years of mysterious back pain, and migraines since the age of 9, which a litany of testing did nothing to address. (It was all done at...