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    My Progress Record in the Structure Educational Program

    Day 11: I have a question for myself: Is my need for so many naps physical or emotional? I do not know the answer. Swollen lymph nodes without pain is not a usual TMS symptom and I am scheduled to visit an integrative doctor in a couple of weeks to see if there are physical causes. I may take a...
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    My Progress Record in the Structure Educational Program

    Mugwump, the Structured Educational Program is a 42 day program. You can find it at https://www.tmswiki.org/ppd/Structured_Educational_Program (Structured Educational Program)
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    My Progress Record in the Structure Educational Program

    Day 10: Dear house, you cause me stress because I have trouble finding things. This makes me mad. It makes me feel helpless. It makes me feel like a loser. It makes me want to give up. Today I will focus on a place for everything and everything in its place.
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    My Progress Record in the Structure Educational Program

    Day 9: Question to ponder: Is it true that when I don’t put so much pressure on myself, I am more productive? That is not happening now, because I am taking more time for resting and healing. My hope is the payoff will be more productivity later due to my being rested and healed. “Discipline can...
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    My Progress Record in the Structure Educational Program

    Day 8: Question to ponder: Yes, I am recognizing my emotions. This causes sadness, tears, and sometimes body reactions, but it does not cause physical pain. My symptom is swollen lymph nodes, so I don’t know if this is connected to emotions. But I do know that I need to lower my stress and...
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    My Progress Record in the Structure Educational Program

    Day 6: I repress sadness or anger because a. These emotions weren’t validated when I was young. b. Expressing sadness and anger wasn’t modeled by my parents so I thought it wasn’t okay c. I didn’t want to overwhelm my mother with my emotions because she cried too much. When I hear an internal...
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    My Progress Record in the Structure Educational Program

    Thanks Wheelchair. It is good to know someone is reading my posts. Day 5: This morning I read “If you pay close attention to your body, you will find that you often have physical reactions (often very mild ones) to common emotions that occur.” Then I started journaling about a past event where...
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    My Progress Record in the Structure Educational Program

    Day 4: Today I will work on the “my personality” portion of the sources of TMS using the questions in the TMS Personality Traits list. Perfectionist: “Do you ignore your own needs and feelings to accomplish a task?” Yes, I do. I have been developing a schedule that takes into account all my...
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    My Progress Record in the Structure Educational Program

    Thanks Wheelchair. Day 3: Since one of the main causes of stress for me is people pleasing, and I have found a site that gives Scriptures and affirmations dealing with the fear of man. I plan to start and finish my TMS sessions with these Scriptures affirmations.
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    Never felt so better internally

    Love the faith you exhibit in your last sentence: "See you on the success stories soon."
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    My Progress Record in the Structure Educational Program

    Day 2: I commit myself to this program, knowing that it can take 45 minutes a day.
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    My Progress Record in the Structure Educational Program

    Day 1: Question to Ponder: What would a life without TMS mean to you? It would mean I could put my full concentration on fulfilling my God-given vision. Or, to start with, simply to keep my schedule instead of Googling all kinds of health sites.
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