Are my suicidal thoughts TMS related?

I know these thoughts relate to the pain, as my ongoing discomfort over 4 years makes me question whether life is worth living like this. If it wasn't for my wife and kids I think I'd have called it a day by now. If I didn't have the discomfort day-after-freakin-day I know I wouldn't have these thoughts.

But was wondering if suicidal ideation is TMS related in some way.

 

When I was in pain and felt hopeless I used to have thoughts about that. I felt useless and depressed. However after I learned it was TMS those thoughts left and I was actually reinvigorated and life became and has remained quite beautiful. I used to be that 'dark ' guy but over the unfoldment of my experience I no longer resemble that at all...

So Yeah, it's related but not part of the TMS itself, but as a result of it. Fortunately TMS is curable.