Long story short- Treated long covid as tms. Worked. Neuropathic pain and fatigue remained, though to a lesser extent. Vaccine intensified neuropathic pain and fatigue. Still, managing. Need for sleep increased. Made it a point to sleep for 8 hours. Some life stresses -> less sleep -> intensified neuropathic pain to an intolerable degree. Pins and needles. Would rate it at 10/10. Unable to sleep without a Benzodiapone. Unable to do somatic tracking because the muscles are tighter than ever and the nerve pain is really really intense. Suspecting worsened nerve damage. What should I do? I am extremely suicidal.