Steve, I think I've exhausted recalling things from my past that could trigger TSM and have journaled about them and forgiven parents and others. I feel as if my pain is reduced maybe in half, but now I will focus on what may be the main reasons for my pain. Financial problems have been with me for years but are heightened recently, just keeping up with the mortgage so I don't lose my house, and credit card debt. The other main thing is my mortality, which I began thinking about when I turned 80 and I'm 82.5 now. But I think I am getting a handle on both... trying not to worry so much about either. So I'll work on those. Thanks again.