Anxiety makes everything worse

But I'm going to close this Web page and not look again for a while. Hopefully a week lol

 

Hahaha amazing. Thank you.

 

I came down with a pretty bad sickness last year just before the major TMS flare started up, I'm still not sure what I had but I suspect it was salmonella poisoning (I spent four long days alone in a youth hostel in a shitty venezuelan bordertown struggling not to die) I've never been so sick before... I have never before been afraid of catching colds or flu's or whatnot, but I find nowadays, if I feel myself on the verge of getting sick, my TMS flares wildly, because I associate the coming on of the cold/flu whatever, with those terrible days in salmonella-agony, and so I get these sort of mild panic attacks and dizziness when all I've got coming is a slightly sore throat, and my feet starts throbbing and my pelvic region contracts and starts to burn madly... it's all fear isn't it.

 

Does your anus feel in constant spasm and does it burn? It is all muscle tension

 

Yeah, this is how I got rid of my buttocks pain.