I've suffered with TMS for 7 years. It started just after losing my dream job at my alma mater. I was fired. I was devastated! I never thought I'd recover from it. I sublet my apartment and moved into my brother's unfinished basement with my dog. I was miserable. Then one day it happened - walking my dog, my leg went totally numb and I collapsed - and so it started. Long story much shorter I suffered for many years and it got progressively worse. Several year later I learned of Sarno. I read his books and felt a little better. BUT - what really helped me was when I watched his lecture videos explaining TMS. After watching the 2-episodes I felt the nerves detach and soften down the entirety of my leg and I could put my right leg up onto my left knee with no trouble or discomfort at all! I stood up effortlessly and went out the front door to see if I could walk up the 3 stone stairs to the house without a handrail - flawlessly. NO PAIN. Then I went inside the house amazed at what just happened - I'm healed! THEN - I fudged up - bad. I told myself that this was impossible. A lecture can't be what healed me! This Doctor Sarno is a scam-artist making up this disease and then making money off this supposed cure! He's pulling off some scheme here! Then - the pain came right back worse than ever! I even told myself, "Oh, sh*t, now the pain will be with me for years!" And I was right! I thought that watching the lecture again would, once again, cure me right up... but no - I've watched it a dozen more times and NOTHING! I've reread his books and nothing! Now before anyone asks, "Why did you doubt it?" Let me say, "I don't know. I don't have the faintest idea - not a clue! Maybe it's because I hated myself? Unknown. BUT - Now - what can I possibly do to heal myself again? I KNOW THIS IS TMS - I just proved it to myself. Now, though, I don't know how to HEAL myself again! If I could do it again, I wouldn't be able to THANK GOD enough! PLEASE HELP ME!!! Any advice would be GREATLY appreciated!