Hey all. I’m on here posting which shows you how shaken I am. I’ve been working mind/body recovery earnestly for a little over a year and a half. Before that, lots of scary stuff that didn’t work. I have pelvic (rectal) pain that in true TMS fashion runs the gamut of burning, itching, stabbing, tightness, feeling like “something” is up there—though usually only one of those at a time. It’s inconsistent and it moves around. It’s TMS. It’s been improving (I recently had about a straight week of feeling pretty good—a record!) but suddenly I’ve been hit HARD. Like Day One hard. I’m barely sleeping and the pain is currently relentless. Impossible to think about anything else. No questions here. Just sharing. I had started to do so much in my life—working again, went on some dates. But this is scary as hell. I’m trying not to let the fear win but it’s currently got me pretty good. Love to you all. Hopefully I’ll bounce back quick. But today I’m in the tank.