Day 9 realized something

As I was doing the journaling exercise about a past event today, I noticed that it made me feel like a source of TMS from my past would make me feel. When I thought about it I noticed that *ALL* of the things I have in my TMS lists so far (except for the personality traits, possibly) have to do with this same single source. In fact, after thinking about it quickly for a minute, all of the things I might possibly put on my lists have to do with this single source.

When I realized this I became a lot more aware of where in my body the TMS is affecting and felt some flashes of pain there.

F**k

This is heavy...