Day 8 Struggling with pain that has moved behind my heels.

Hello, Im grateful I have found this forum . So I have been working on my journaling and Im on day 8 on of the structural program and things have been tough the progress has been really slow. I also have started to work full time again and work can be very stressful at times but most of the time i try to be present and not let my emotions cause me stress at work. The pain in my left knee is still there the tendons ache when i do squats and the pain has move to my right heel in the past few weeks. It takes a while before i can walk normal because of the intense pain in my heel but after i warm up its better until i sit down for a while then its the same cycle all over again i know its tms but i just need to focus on the program more. I guess im just looking for some encouragment to keep me going and just not sure why the pain isnt leaving.

 

Hi, Nick. Jan has given you some very good advice. I agree with her and if you need a dose of encouragement, here is one from another person who healed thanks to belief in TMS:


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Oh its been so long since I've visited all of you wonderful people - the healed and the healing folks. My life is forever changed as a result of this forum, the books that were suggested, read and discussed and the opportunities to receive support from so many people on the TMS recovery path.

Am I 100% recovered? Not quite but when I have a flare up, its usually been a situation or circumstance that is extremely stressful. Usually a feeling of being trapped and out of control. It depends upon my acceptance of what is and a surrender to self-care that predicates how long the flare up will last. I've had a few instances in the last 2 months as my partner and I decided to sell her house and move to Tucson.

So many changes, deadlines, pressure and lots of "I don't know!" brought up a few bouts. But they rarely last more than a day or two. And because I practiced what everyone suggests on this forum, I always knew what to do and I didn't ruminate or worry that it was going to last long.

I am so eternally grateful to all of you. I am grateful to everyone who has written a book that gives us the solution, the hope and hammers in the fact that we have control over TMS. To all of you in pain today, I promise that you will get better if you keep accepting the psychological component to all of this. I remind myself if I have a flare up that I'm vulnerable to old habits. That vulnerability leaves me open for my brain to pop up its old directive to send pain to my back. Its just an old outdated mechanism of protection that still does not serve me very well.

I hope you read this as a message of hope. Never stop believing that you are going get better! Stay close to the wonderful people on this forum. Read the books. Do the work and you'll be rewarded with a pain free life. For me, I got the bigger bonus of a greater self-awareness, of patterns that I was blind to and a sense of empowerment. All this because of TMS. So it ended up being a gift. Of course, I would NOT be able to say this so cavalierly if I was still in pain 24/7!!!