I've had years of dizziness, headaches etc. I worked with a TMS therapist and read this forum alot a couple of years ago but truly I was not ready to admit that I had any unresolved emotions. The lastcouple of years my symptoms have got worse and I have lots of anxiety and depression. Problem is, whenever I get close to my emotions/thinking about traumas of my past...(mostly things I've done I am ashamed of) I get so over whelmed about what it means about me as a person and I am basically scared of how bad my feelings must be deep down if they've caused me so much pain and illness. Do some people just have so much trauma that they never heal?